My boyfriend gets to come to California with me for New Years yayy :3
Had my first “wreck”
My poor baby red that I just bought :c There goes my emergency fund that I literally just saved for. Just thankful that it’s not too much damage!
I feel like I’m really the best me I can be right now and I’m so happy with the direction I have taken my life
I’m sick and feel like crap. I wish my mommy were here to take care of me. I miss the beach so much right now. I miss California. This small town shit is only good for a month then it gets boring as crap. I miss the mountains, I’ve always taken them for granted because I’ve always seen them. I want to go on a hike so bad. I miss the variety of food places and all the different cultured people. I miss the weather. I miss the way the flowers smell at night time. I miss the way the sand sinks under my toes at the beach, and the way the waves tug at my ankles.
I’ve passed sad, and now I’m pissed
I think I deserve better than this
My adult life has consisted of: bills, working, and being broke